Throughout this last year Justin and I went back and forth on when we wanted to start trying. We went back and forth between the two of us and together never felt it was “our” time. We could agree there never really is a right time, yet we never could commit to the idea. Is anyone really ready to have children? We cherished our time together whether it was taking vacations, date nights, or just lounging around. We knew that starting a family was a journey that no amount of life experiences or money could prepare us for.
For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Timing is everything…
I dreamed I was holding a baby, covering the face with kisses and could not stop exclaiming how cute he/she was. The whole thing felt so real as I woke up. I was feeling emotions I had never felt before. I woke up in love with the child that I dreamed of and at the same time I was overwhelmed by a sense of peace. Fearing it was just that… a dream I waited a few days to tell Justin. Saturday came, and I told Justin about my dream. It was then we decided we would try and that if it was meant to be the Lord would bless us when he saw fit. ~ XoXo